I was unprepared for a) worship or b) study or even c) being with other people one Sunday. So I didn’t really do any of the above. For me, none of it happened.
I was less than prepared for my dress rehearsal the next day. I had to go through with it anyway, and I made it happen..
In terms of the sense of “must,” one event was different from the other. One was an opportunity related to Almighty God; the other was a job related to vocation.
I wonder this: why the difference in my personal sense of obligation? (Or was it my personal sense of what to do in the face of the opportunity?)